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smlm main bola..team named hotstuff consist of rcsi n ucd 1st year..first time bought shin guard..haha..baget professional…huhu..pasrah2..kalah 4 kali draw 2 kali..ade skali dh leading 2-0 tp kalah 2-3..huhu…i didnt mark a player who score then coz that time i was suppose to play forward tp try turun jap… but i didnt help my teammate at dat time..huhu..pasrah2..i really sorry guys coz of the blunder..dh la main striker but seems like useless..no shot on target n no real chance…play midfield or defender feel better..so skrg masih conflict dalaman..should i play striker,midfield or defend??..hoho..must buy better boot in msia..current boot sakit kaki, cant run fast n control the ball properly..huhu..not stable..arap dis is good factor..hehe.tu la nk jimat bile beli…

yay!..less than a month for da final sem 2 exam..huhu..have i prepared enough??..of coz not..just a rhetoric question..huhu..all da best to frens who r having their exam now, coming soon or later..alhamdullillah..i feel peace in my mind..in my heart..serenity..most of da predicament with frens have been clarify..im sorry if i did mistakes but i didnt ask for forgiveness..huhu..let’s bygone be bygone..Ya Allah..pls dont turn my heart against you after i got the light(hidayah)
lets remind ourselves invariably about prophet Rasulullah s.a.w’s hadith…Ingat 5 perkara sebelum 5 perkara..

1. Sihat sebelum sakit 2. Muda sebelum tua 3. Kaya sebelum miskin 4. Lapang sebelum sempit 5. Hidup sebelum mati..
eventhough almost all knows this but hope we can assimilate it with our life..Islam..the way of life..

p/s: peringatan kpd diri sendiri!!..study study study..focus focus focus..Hafyz..bykkn berzikir n jauhi maksiat kerana maksiat boleh menggelapkan hati n knowledge is light from Allah..so to study n get knowledge..hati mestilah bersih..huhu…before we want Allah to help us..we must first help ourselves..usaha,doa n tawakal..with our effort..with good intention..with Allah’s help,guide n will..success is ours..amiinn…

In the Name of Allah, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful. Peace be upon Muhammad S.A.W, his family n companion.

today we had a BBQ n AGM IMAM for 06/07 committee. congratz i would like to say to Shafiq(Pres), Ahmad(Secretary), Maryam(Secretary), Taro(Committee), Mufaz (Committee)..and many more who were elected..hope they will do the best out of their job..ironically..Shafiq, Ahmad, Mufaz, Maryam were chosen by me to be the usher during the IMAM symposium but i wasnt elected although almost all post i was nominated..it shows i need to improve myself..still lots of weakness…thanks Allah…The Best Planner and The All-Knowing…im tougher n i’ll try check consistently my intention..i felt satisfied as i did give a speech n i hope the msg will be put across in each ppl mind..perhaps my speech wasn’t attractive enough..hehe..Oh Allah..i pray to you to always guide me in the right path n not turning my heart against you after i get ur light (hidayah)..may i without fail be a grateful servant…amiinn..

Which is it, of the favours of your Lord, that ye deny [55:13]

O mankind! We created you from a single (pair) of a male and a female, and made you into nations and tribes, that ye may know each other (not that ye may despise (each other). Verily the most honoured of you in the sight of God is (he who is) the most righteous of you. And God has full knowledge and is well acquainted (with all things). [49:13]

conclusion, although u r a man or woman, rich or poor, black or white, be it a president or normal member, or anything different between us…the most important thing is Takwa…coz the best success is in Hereafter…and ‘balasan’ Allah is the ultimate..and may we all be in that group..unfailingly to be grateful n takwa..amiinnn..

p/s: congrats to my beloved sister, who will be further studying in UK next sem..alhamdulillah..cant wait to travel together..maybe to Paris..anyone??..hehe

for anyone who wanna look at my latest pic..pls look at da album on da right lower part of the blogs..i didnt put many pic at home frenster..may Allah guide us all always to the right path in this world n hereafter..amiinnn

my 3 days in Galway were well spend..alhamdulillah..though it was just weekend but with the hospitality, funny, cheerful frens..felt like a week or month..hehe..this time..i travelled with dewa..on friday..afraid of many ppl taking da bus since it was good friday, we took da earliest bus..at 9 am..n arrived at noon..murah rezeki..thats what i can say..we went to the masjid(look like a house) for da friday prayer by car..Dr Masri who by coincidence suppose wanna pray near the hospital but it was cancel there n luckily we could hitchhike to da masjid..alhamdulillah..in evening, i played football with galway student n Dr Masri too..no wonder da face look familiar..Dr Masri n all the guys played during KUI games in dublin..suddenly i played like pro as they could organize da game n communicate superbly..maybe Burn’s boot help too…plus the field quite nice..scored one long range shot n an offside goal..hehe..tremendous evening..

on saturday..again take da earliest bus departing for the cliff of moher tour..thought it was near but nope..da journey quite tiring but it’s ok..sightseeing da countryside..but kampung view is da best still..amazingly most of the land is covered with rock n stone..once at cliff of moher..wow..subhanallah..very beautiful..no wonder ppl crossed the private property(which is quite dangerous since there is no fence)..coz i also cross it..hehe..took quite a daring pic..huhu..fortunately no strong wind..then went inside Ailwee cave..different venue though..tak penah2 terpikir nk masuk gua but in Ireland i did..hehe..now i know why tourist like to travel my tanah tumpah darahku..one time the tour guide switch off all da light in da cave..to get da feeling of total darkness..huhu..thats what metaphorically happen to those who didnt want or get hidayah n nur petunjuk..dont know where to go n teraba2..n in da kubur same thing will happen if we were not righteous n pious..

last day..we went to salthill..a beach in galway at noon..it was a bay if not mistaken..i heard da sound of da wave..huhu..soothing n relaxing..unfortunately cant swim there..kihkih..feel refresh..then around 4 pm we depart from galway to dublin..all n all..i would like to say thanks a million to farizul,razak n all da nice ppl in galway..u make me feel like home..thats why felt like more than 3 days..thanks also for da burn dvd(ceramah,movies..yay)..all da bes with ur exam yeah..n to ucd too..rajin2..n da food was exceptionally good..huhu..variety of nasi..such as nasi lemak..n variety of chicken which i forgot da name..hehe..thanks..may Allah bless you all..now i need to study rajin2 too..
p/s: tdo bile penin2 dlm bus..kes kes..

sonok nye main bola ari ni..tp stil melecet if pakai boot tu bile main lame2..huhu..nnti tak silap 22 april ade football competition..ni yg main padang besar..arap2 fair play..tak mo gaduh2..anyway..yg lawaknye…b4 main tu punya la susah nk carik tandas..last2 ahmad n i pegi pub..in fact semua org sekitar telling us to go to pub..so basically pub tu is their R&R..huhu..ahmad said it was stink..but i didnt…coz my idung tersumbat..hehe..so ahmad syorkan taiip blog pasal ni..hehe..

http://www.saifulislam.com/realiti.html…bacelah artikel ni..huhu..tersentuh hatiku..melihat kerakusan n sikap doktor di tanah air ku..hope dis hitch will be rectify as quickly as possible..mane tau leh berlaku kpd any keluarga,sedara,rakan or any manusia..huhu..kecemerlangan doktor atau ape2 profession haruslah seiring dgn kecemerlangan budi pekerti,sikap,iman dan amal..tidak gune jika ilmu yg byk tidak dpt mencorakkan jiwa yg murni dan akhlak yg first class..

lastly..slamat menyambut Maulidur Rasul..isnt it amazing..umat skrg yg tidak penah berjumpa Rasul..berpisah lebey 1400 tahun..namun masih mencintai baginda…kerana kiter percaya..beriman that one day we will meet him..dan baginda akan memberi syafaat kpd kiter semua insyaAllah…Rasulullah bersabda,” Aku telah meninggalkan dua benda, Al Quran dan Sunnah, ikutlah kedua-duanya insyaAllah tidak sesat.”

p/s: bes gk ari ni learn about antropology..hehe

Alhamdulillah the IMAM simposium is settled..it’s great experience to be an usher..but i dont really satisfy with what ive done…huhuhu..feel quite stress though and feel down with myself now…with the project..study( all the things to memorize n understand)..emotion thingy..sum to restless..huhu..where’s the focus that i have last sem??..Ya Allah..give me strength to go through the hurdle..during the simposium..our DG of Health saying about excellent..dont get too complacent..guess i have not using my time useful..thus complicate matter more which is already there(project n study)..huhu..Dr Nik Abidin also saying about 4 C’s and im attracted to the Confident part…when i look my day during jasin time..i was really a confident person..full with courageous n extreme determination…but now i dont feel it anymore..is it because of my frens?..the environment or myself??..but of coz i cant blame other though..i was the one who suppose to adapt n solve the problem..huhu..really miss good old days in jasin..with the encouraging frens..funny n helpful..i must work,study smart n hard..so that i could increase my self esteem..which is deteriorating..semangat semangat semangat…fokus fokus fokus..i need to help myself as i cant rely too much with my fren..they have their own agenda though…sometime they could be very nice n sometime they just break my heart…maybe i feel stress coz i dont have a really true person so called friend who can laugh n cry together in Dublin unlike in jasin n kmb…Ya Allah..pls guide me to be a good muslim student n doctor..and give me peace in my heart..
p/s: shoud i act as normal or be very friendly or be selfish??…it just another 2 months before i could breathe in my home sweet home air…huhu