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not sure it is from Raihan or The Zikh but the song really enligthening..

Apa yang ada jarang disyukuri..Apa yang tiada sering dirisaukan..Nikmat yang dikecap..Baru kan terasa bila hilang..Apa yang diburu timbul rasa jemu..Bila sudah di dalam genggaman
Dunia ibarat air laut..Diminum hanya menambah haus..Nafsu bagaikan fatamorgana di padang pasir..Panas yang membahang disangka air..Dunia dan nafsu bagai bayang-bayang..Dilihat ada ditangkap hilang
Tuhan leraikanlah dunia..Yang mendiam di dalam hatiku..Kerana di situ tidakku mampu..Mengumpul dua cinta..Hanya cinta-Mu kuharap tumbuh..Dibajai bangkai dunia yang kubunuh

ohh my God!!..my HBS project still haven’t settle yet..meeting in few days..but i guess i better wrote this story of mine where i spend a great weekend in UK..on thursday nite i slept at dublin airport with Taro(everyone knows him..hahaha)…since my flight very early in da morning..uuuu..very cold..cant sleep very well..what an experience..no wonder my fren asked to bring duvet to airport..hahaha..very sarcastic..then arrive at manchester airport..still very cold there..izwan,kmb’s fren fetched us n brought to his room..after solat jumaat..when to Aladdin restaurant..got RTM logo..hahaha..chit chat with Faiz Taib(very stylish),Azam(x-classmate),Shuk n Izwan..then in da evening took a train to sheffield..sleep a bit since so tired..
arrive at sheffield..still cold!!..haha..took a tram n walked to pojie’s house…slept there..on da floor..no sleeping bag..huhu..next day woke up very early since we need to arrive the sports complex ASAP..n we are kind of sesat..haha..i was so happy i met Khalid n Adlan there..damn they’re r fun to be with..my games was postponed since netball game finished late..hoho..gurls thing??..hehe..lost a game during the group stage..quite cuak since i almost didnt make it to semi final..if not ill be leaving empty handed..huhu..alhamdulillah i managed to get 3rd place men’s single..
on saturday nite..i slept at acab’s room..he was my schoolmate at mrsm jasin..so long never met him..great guy…talked2 then sleep..hehe..sunday was the most ridiculous n gelabah day…we all rushing to doncaster to catch our flight..luckily the bus just leaving to doncaster then at doncaster we took cab..5-10 minutes left when we checked in..alhamdulillah we managed to arrive..huhu..if not money will flow like river again if we missed it..huhu..all n all..thanks a lot guys..for the memorable day in sheffield n manchester eventhough it was a blink..
p/s: at last RCSI named was announced during the prize giving..hehe..dun worry…i represent whole ireland..UCD..tcd,cork n galway..hihi

uuuuu..i dun feel comfortable in my heart now..just now ive chit chat with my frens at rcsi surau…i think ive overreacted n feel like the way i talk n communicate was so ego eventhough what i said is good n inspiring in a sense..but i should respect them n be a good listener..listen first..not jump to conclusion..huhu..should be more professional..Ya Allah..please guide us always

wahai Tuhan..ku tak layak ke syurga Mu..namun tak pula aku sanggup ke neraka Mu…ampunkan dosaku terimalah taubatku…sesungguhnya Engkau lah pengampun dosa dosa besar..
Dosa2 ku bagaikan pepasir di pantai..dgn rahmatMu..ampunkan aku oh Tuhan ku…Wahai Tuhan..selamatkan kami…dari segala kejahatan dan kecelekaan…kami takut..kami harap kepada Mu…suburkanlah cinta kami kepada Mu..kamilah hamba yg mengharap belas dari Mu..

just watch the weather man movie…quite slow movie but it has few catchy phrase that’s relevant to our student’s life especially in oversea…these are few of those:
1. ‘to get anything that’s value, you need to sacrifice’
2. ‘do you know that the harder thing to do and the right thing to do, are usually the same thing?’
3. ‘nothing that has meaning and yet easy’

and the most favorite quotation is …”easy doesn’t enter in the grown up life”…without experience of hardship…someone will never be mature…and when thing goes easy and as plan…we all shall be very grateful to the One…man proposes God disposes

Or do ye think that ye shall enter the Garden (of bliss) without such (trials) as came to those who passed away before you? they encountered suffering and adversity, and were so shaken in spirit that even the Apostle and those of faith who were with him cried: “When (will come) the help of God?” Ah! Verily, the help of God is (always) near! [2:214]

cramp, no win, lost but not frustrated…thats what i felt after the game over for rcsi contingent..the players were really good..we have given our best…plus i got to know new friends…laugh a lots..eat at elegant place..just order cheap meal n halal food..i learned how to get along with other people n how to buy food when u r travelling…and i got to felt snowing in belfast..hehe…
i feel happy that my partner has improved a lot…i got da chance to meet En Yatim..mara officer when i stay overnight at my frens house…thanks to Tepet..da wedges is really tasty…
all n all..i just buy da intervarsity t shirt as a souvenir…and da funny part was when all of us rushing to the train station to catch up the last train back to dublin..since today no more game…i wonder which university win that tournament??…..

p/s: another 2 weeks n ill play badminton at sheffield games

fuuhh…i felt motivated..watched 2 episode of initial D(must study after dis mind u) n i guess thats the end of stage 4…maybe must wait a long time for new stage or season to be released..huhu..anyway..the reason i typed dis blog is because i was really attracted with a quotation from one of the character(”god’s arm”) said..
‘No matter how many techniques you acquire..Even when you think you’ve learned enough..Maintaining that knowledge is difficult in itself’
same goes to student n everyone at any ages..so all student especially me…never stop learning..study hard n smart..though we learned the lecture today..next week sure hard to recall unless u r genius..hehe…darjat org yg berilmu sgt tinggi di sisi Allah swt..bukan utk jd kaya or pangkat..tp utk keredhaanNya insyaAllah..if we got rich n position we shall be more grateful to Allah the most gracious the most merciful…as Imam an Nawawi quote,”Knowledge is a light which Allah places where He will; it is not much narration.”…but definitely we must work hard for it n not be fatalistic..
p/s: cukupla blogging..study study..esok nk gi belfast..huhu..wassalam