kapok_85

u know why i wrote kurg ceria part 2??..coz ive typed quite decent long story moment before but unfortunately da bateri finish…usually da laptop will go to sleep n i could continue typing..however..da circumstance is not da same..the laptop shut down..huhu..too bad for me..nevermind..ill type another one b4 i goin to sleep
regarding the title..many ppl said i look less ceria n tired..huhu..is it because ive not enough sleep??..not balance drink n diet??..home sick??..perhaps too serious on study??..hhmm..seems like the biomedical model is not applicable in dis situation..rather biopsychosocial model is more relevant..hehe..sounds like short notes for HBS..okla..i sleep early..and be cheerful like before..maybe for past few weeks feel like lazy talk to people n less smiling..not good rite..huhu..ill be hafyz cheer like before insyaAllah..not a big problem actually to look tired n less ceria but it does effect other ppl mood..maybe they love(as a fren) me n get worry..just perasan2..kes kes…senyuman ialah sedekah..huhu..
anyway..today the HBS(human behavior n society) lecture is very interesting as the lecturer is so funny..learned about fundamental ethical principle..it is like revising TOK during KMB days..hehe..amazingly..when it came to Islamic bioethics..the lecturer recommended all student to read Al Quran on embryology or health basis if im not mistaken..wow..eventhough i think he is non muslim but he still recommend..we as a Muslim should be not only proud..read plus understanding the meaning of the word of The Almight God..because thats the best guidance including the sunnah from the Prophet..
guess dis week im goin to skip first time da card signing..my weekend is planned already..goin to belfast on thursday nite n back by sunday…got badminton intervarsity…pray that save journey pegi dan balik…hopefully..i breathe new air..meet new people n fren..perhaps learn new skill..eventually ill be more ceria as always..Ya Allah..help me in the journey and give me good health, strong body,mind n spiritually..amiinnnn
p/s: must struggle back study after that for next week card signing which is postponed…guess this sem will be quite hectic..but must maintain ceria rite??..hoho

feel tired..but still proceed to TCD to hear talk n video on Chechen..there is a lot of injustice goin on in the world…can’t we just live peacefully together…As Muslim we should love other Muslim more than ourselves..but even between Muslim got misunderstanding and hatred..how to help our brother if we are not strong enough and always selfish, not respected each other..since im still a student..study is my big responsibility..last time in Malaysia i don’t have much empathy but now i do feel..the best effort we all could do is donate some money and pray for their independent and better life..doa is a great weapon..aren’t we grateful with the peaceful and sovereighty back in Malaysia..Ya Allah..help and guide us every second everywhere..

i almost forgot..Alhamdulillah my result is ok..huhu..Raihan’s song-Bila dipuji kejayaan kita,sebenarnya bukan milik kita,oleh itu sedarlah sentiase,semuanya dari Allah..the best ingredient of success is usaha,doa n tawakal…let’s improve ourself day after day..discipline,time management…work hard n smart for dis sem n get a good result then i can go back to home sweet home Malaysia..huhuhu..3 to 4 months left

dis week ive started my new term n learn on cardiovascular system..heart work as a pump..the more it gets blood,the more cardiac output is..we as human being who is hamba Allah should be the same..the more rezeki n nikmat we got from Allah..the more we become devoted n syukur…i went to UCD to hear Zailullah Khan’s talk on 17 feb..very interesting speech on tv n basic understanding of Islam..and funny as he has been to Malaysia before and use the word ’sayang’,'lepak’ and ‘nasi lemak’..sure the other arab were blurred..hehehe..small kids in the hall just kind of interrupt the flow of the talk as they make noise n not concentrate..but since they are budak…we should ’sayang’ them and since i am medic student..no ‘lepakking’..hehehe..then slept at my comrade rooms,ateeq..chit chat until almost 1 or 2 am..
next day play football tournament…xyz is my team..lost 4 times n draw once though i score 3 goals..but the defend is quite weak n no good goalkeeper..but we berjaya mencungkil bakat Ahmad to be da golkeeper..and the team spirit increase..got one time the opposition striker clashed with Ahmad hardly in front of my eye to get the ball n i really empathy..i just learned the thorax n was very worried with him..maybe i increase my voice volume to show dissatisfaction and suddenly that guy counter back n seems like wanna have fight with me..huhu..what an emotional man…but my fault too coz increase voice..professionalism was not shown at that time…
then i got to know ucd is having islam awareness week..may Allah blesses u all to do such a great thing on that..i wish i could join..keep up the good work comrade…
p/s: my bicycle still making noise after service..huhu..hope on monday i go to da same shop and the problem will be resolved..Ya Allah helps me and gives peace to my heart…

first of all…i would like to thanks a lot colleague at cork..who really make my day there..Lutfy(balak cork..hahaha),Hazriq,Muiz,Fathi,Haidir,Marcel..and sorry if terlepas name..mmg tak kering gusi la member..huhu..campur Kores,Mufaz n Dewa..hohoho..saturday pegi Fota ade wildlife..tgk la haiwan2 Lemur(madagascar,i like to move it move it..hehe)..kasik penguin makan ikan..mmg comel giler..then on sunday swimming n sauna..fuuhh..masyuk giler..swimming blaja sket breathing teknik sbb slalu berenang one breath..so takle tahan lame..huhu..need lots of practice..pastu sauna..bes nye…cam balik malaysia..panas2..hehe..then jumpe klasmet jasin tp skejap jer b4 balik dublin..hope to see all of u again..mmg last2 minit plan..moga kiter tergolong dlm berjumpa dan berpisah kerana Allah..and during holiday ni i learned the meaning of pepatah melayu..Buat baik berpada2..buat jahat jgn skali..i learn that we cant be too nice to frens or people..nanti kene pijak kepala..we must have our own prinsip..and jgn dengki n buat jahat…actually dis thing always happen..tu la kan sape suh jd baik sgt..hehe..insyaAllah im trying to improve myself..iman dan ilmu…diharap semua berjaya dunia akhirat…susah snang semua ujian dari yang Maha Besar..dan ini menyakinkan bahawasanya kiter hanyalah insan yg lemah..kpd Allah hanya kiter bergantung

a las..i got a great weekend..on saturday i went for kursus jenazah while on sunday i went for kursus yg menjadi favorite muda mudi…kursus kekeluargaan islam…hahaha..both kursus were held in msian hall dublin..yg lawaknye sabtu just around 20 plus ppl while today around 60 if not mistaken…hahaha..during kursus jenazah..i became the ‘mayat’ pompuan n siap dipakai telekung..hehehe..so funny..but actually deep in my heart..when i was totally wrapped up with the kafan..it reminds me of death…u’ll be alone and no one can help u except with what u have done on earth..as the most clever people is the one who always remember death…then for kursus kekeluargaan islam..i guess im the youngest for boys to be there…wakakaka..after i got the certificate maybe tomorrow…straightaway marry…kes kes kes..just kidding..no way i could do that..there are still many responsibilities to be uphold and loads of knowledge and experience to be gained..who is that special person anyway??..still solo..hahaha..just a retoric question…no need an answer…may Allah guide us in the right path in everything we do…
p/s: got another week of holiday left..hohoho

i dont know how to say it but i cant tell that i feel not satisfy with this week..huhu..minggu yg frust…huhu..not much knowledge n experience i gain..da week began by no vacancy for work..too bad..not a big prob..then next day i woke up and again..because of misinformation..i couldnt work…what i feel annoyed is that some people said what for working but he worked..what a contradiction..the reason is bored staying at home..come on..there are so much u could do..i just asked for a day work..money is the side dish but i really want the experience and gain knowledge by it..only once..nevermind..not my day…it is Qada and Qadar..everything that happen is a test from Allah..last nite..i sms few of my fren..and if not mistaken there is no reply…is it my emotion??..anyway..kind of frust if ppl didnt reply back..isnt it?i put high expectation..trust and depend on my fren too much…my mistake anyway..we must trust and have full faith on Allah who gives nikmat n rezeki…Ya Allah..make me strong emotionally and in my belief…amiinn..
N.B: semoga duit dan mase yg ada diberkati dan digunakan di jalan yg benar..

p/s:alhamdulillah i feel more relax now